Who ya gunna call?

lotr

2009-04-01T07:56:18Z

Me and Peter went to some Lord of the rings thing, we're in New Zealand by the way. Anyway, we met this guy that was in lord of the rings and we seen lots of props from the movie etc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ojbKTSoFM8

thats the guy we met, hes the one riding the big owl elephant, or 'oliphant' as its called is the geek circle ;)

ozit @ 2009-01-25T20:22:00

2009-01-25T10:19:32Z

Yes. I do still live in Australia, for anyone that has been wondering.
Just to be clear, I have been traveling around the world for a year, 12 months, and the 12 months aren't up yet. People keep asking me, so take note: No, I am not home yet. Yes, I'm in Australia. Yes, I have 5 months left of travel.

I'm going to New Zealand, Fiji and America. Just in case that is also forgotten.

Anyway. Back to business.

I can't remember where I left of...Did I write about Sydney? I'll check....nope, I didn't
So, wow, Sydney, that was a long time ago. Like 4 and a half months ago. Ummm, well, Sydney was great. It is a pretty small city, believe it or not. they don't even have much public transport. You can walk from one side to the other in 30 minutes. This isn't counting the suburbs by the way, just the actually city.

We stayed in a hostel and it was pretty nice, but as in had character. It was a little dirty, but not too bad, just enough to add character and not be totally gross, haha, and it was winter back then so it was cold too. But during the day outside, it was warm, warmer outside than inside, go figure. I should've took photos of it, it was a great place to stay. Anyway. It had a TV in the room, so we'd sit and watch the Olympics when we weren't out gallivanting. It's actually a really fond memory, I really enjoyed the Olympics, haha, the BMX and Diving etc Weight lifting. Good times. Now, to the gallivanting. We did all the touristy things, like going to the top of the Sydney tower right before sun down and watching the sun sink into the blue mountains...haha, well, we did. But not into the blue moutains, we actually didn't go see them. But yes, lovely, romantic, if only i had Paul Rudd there.

We went to other things, aquarium, cruise along the Sydney harbor and that er big opera house. All that jazz, theres photos on my bebo, so just have a look. But what I want to bring attention to is my last day in Sydney. We went to Taronga Zoo, in my opinion the best zoo in the world. that I've seen, so far. Two words. 'Leopard Seals'. Amazing, most amazing animals I have ever seen. So giant and graceful, it was like seeing a lion mermaid whale. Also seen a Platypus, crazy times. And tons of other amazing animals, see photos on bebo.

As cool as Sydney was. I have so much to write, so I'll have to leave it at that.

I lived in Melbourne for 3 months and 2 weeks, or a week and a bit. Anyway. I worked there and got my own flat there. The works. I have a lot to write about it obviously, it was 3 months after all. But I have lost interest in typing at the moment so some other time.

I'll just conclude with the fact that I am now living on the Gold Coast, in Queensland and have a job selling holidays to people over the phone. I have a house in the suburbs and I live with a bunch of Chinese students. Its traditional asian rules in the house, which is really cool. but anyway. they're all lovely. And me and Pete have a German friend called Maik and he lives down the road and has a pool. So aye, hes great craic. We go to the bar each weekend and cinema, beach etc the good times are rolling in! Also, the big musical festival 'Big Day Out' was 10 mins down the road from us, so we got to go there and see bands, not get in, but the gates where open in front of the two main stages, so heard and seen everything until about 7pm when they closed them. but could still hear. yay etc lifes great.

signing off

Death Cab for a Cutie - Into the Dark

2009-01-24T11:00:25Z

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

ozit @ 2009-01-14T22:59:00

2009-01-14T12:57:24Z

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart Shaped box, for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
hey
wait
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

...your advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on Angel Hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
...Your advice

ozit @ 2008-12-14T12:24:00

2008-12-13T01:17:52Z

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

return to oz

2008-12-02T18:56:30Z

A love story emerges

Enter Chris Keller, a strapping, charismatic, blue-eyed, sexually ambiguous prisoner who became Beecher's podmate in Episode 2:4. Keller supported Beecher through the news of his wife's death, all while offering companionship, wrestling lessons and the apparent promise of a friendship with no agenda.

In a prison filled with cliques, power struggles and manipulation, Keller seemed like a godsend. The previously heterosexual Beecher was very quickly smitten — and within a few episodes, Beecher and Keller were exchanging declarations of love while kissing in the laundry room.

In reality, however, Keller was in league with Schillinger, and he eventually delivered Beecher over for a beating in which both his arms and legs were broken. About the men's relationships and the betrayal, which occurred at the end of the second season, Fontana says: “That was as far as I knew the story.” [laughs] “I mean literally, that was as far as ... So that what you discovered was that it was all a lie, that everything that Keller had done was a lie, and that was where in my head ... not that I was gonna leave it, but that's as far as I had in my head, about where it could go.”

He says that seeing Meloni and Tergesen in a fake romance was what inspired him to make it a real one: “The Keller/Beecher thing really grew out of the dynamic between the two actors, Chris and Lee, in the sense that my original intention was simply for Keller to be a classic sexual predator, using the Beecher character. But the chemistry between the two actors onscreen was such that I went, ‘Well wait a minute, there's more here and it's much more interesting than anything that I would have conceived of.' [...] It was exciting to see the dynamic between them, so that's why I stayed with that story in terms of Beecher 's development as a character.”

Part of the chemistry between the two actors came from the extent to which they invested themselves in their roles, so that even in their unscripted moments they were believable as two men in love. In fact, over the next four seasons, some of their most memorable moments would be wordless: Keller casually running his hand over Beecher's arm; the look in Beecher's eyes when he goes in to visit Keller in hospital after he has been injured; Beecher anxiously running his fingers through his hair before going in to see Keller for the first time after a long separation. The way Keller pauses for a moment before turning around when Beecher says his name.

Love, destruction, sacrifice

It helped that as the storyline unfolded it was less a story ‘about' sexual orientation than it was about the dual nature of any love: the desire to protect and care for someone versus the selfish desire to possess them at all costs. This conflict was particularly acute for the bisexual Keller, a prime manipulator whose relationships with men and women both inside and outside prison had been driven by a need to see if he could treat them badly and still get them to come back to him.

Aware of his own destructive tendencies in love, Keller struggled to attain the more noble aspects of sacrifice and selflessness. At the end of Season 4, he confesses to a crime that Beecher has committed in order to try and protect Beecher from Schillinger.

Fontana says: “What I thought would be interesting would be, if you take this guy who has been a sexual predator, and over the course of time, the lie of ‘I'm in love with Beecher' becomes the truth of ‘I'm in love with Beecher'. And how does that affect [Keller] and soften him and make him come to a different kind of place? I mean it's a classic love story in the sense that Beecher's genuine love for Keller changed Keller as a person, and kind of freed him to the point where, going from being completely selfish, he could then be completely selfless. But even so, was he [really]?”

In other words, can a leopard truly change its spots?

Sent to a different prison to await trial, Keller tries to push Beecher away - particularly since he knows that Beecher may be up for parole. But by the beginning of Season 5, after Keller's false confession has been discovered, Beecher is sent back to Oz. Throughout the sixth and final season, as Beecher once again has a chance at freedom, Keller becomes increasingly desperate and destructive in his efforts to keep Beecher with him.

Fontana says: “What I was going for was, what [Keller] said to [ Beecher ] in terms of ‘Run as far away from me as possible' [at the end of Season 4], was a genuine act of love. Because I think he knew of his own obsession. And he knew that the obsession would lead to a terrible outcome. So his impulse was to say ‘OK, I'm gonna push you away'. But ultimately, you know, the love becomes the thing that he knows he has to have. So hopefully it's about the complexity of love, because on the one hand, he loves Beecher enough to know that he's bad for him. And yet on the other hand, he loves him so much, he has to [try and] destroy Beecher, in a way, destroy his freedom, in order to possess him.”

Despite the increasingly dark turn taken by the relationship, Fontana says: “I do think that they truly did love each other. And in the way that love can be both blissful and brutal. They loved each other fully, it wasn't just hearts and flowers kind of love, it had all the bumps and grinds of a real relationship, and of an intense ... you know, kind of primal relationship.”

Beecher and Keller's unseen sex life

Keller and Beecher's romance certainly ran the emotional gamut. And, pre-Queer As Folk, it may have been more fully-realized physically than any other male/male relationship on American television. But in a show that never flinched from showing violent rapes between men, as well as several fairly graphic (if aggressive) male/female couplings, it was striking that Beecher and Keller never got much beyond kisses.

Surprised when this is pointed out to him, Fontana states that the lack of a sex scene was “totally unconscious on my part”, and certainly not the result of any network censorship: “Yeah, no, HBO didn't have any problems, HBO never told me don't do anything. So it wasn't HBO saying ‘Oh, Tom, please don't show two men having loving sex.' They didn't ... Nobody said that.”

He reflects: “I think [it was] because in my mind ... I think that the sex that we did see, which was fairly violent — even in the case, like, in the first season when Edie Falco's character [Diane Whittlesey] slept with Terry Kinney's character [Tim McManus], it was not an attractive sex scene, it was a desperate sex scene. And to go back to what I was saying before, the show was really about power and the lack of power. And the sexuality and the violence were used as a prism for an examination of power. And so a soft and loving sex scene between two of the characters probably would have been counter to what was in my head about why I was showing any sex at all.

“I mean, if you think about it, what would a sex scene between [Beecher and Keller] have been like? I mean because they did love each other, it would have had a kind of ... it would have had to be, like, nice sex. Which wasn't part of the tapestry of the show, is I guess what I'm saying, which is why instinctively I guess I never went there.”

Kidding, he adds: “But — you know, f*** it, let's go back and shoot the sex scenes between [Meloni and Tergesen]! They'd do it, those two clowns! They're ready!”

He is probably correct in saying this. The relaxed responses of the two actors to questions about their same-sex storyline, along with their passionate onstage kiss at the 2000 GLAAD Media Awards, were part of what endeared them to gay fans.

On a show that also had a large straight fanbase, though, Fontana says that he never found himself pressured or criticized for the Beecher/Keller storyline: “The audience never seemed to indicate that, and the network never seemed to indicate that, and the reviewers never seemed to indicate that.”

Comfort through brutality

Part of what made the relationship more acceptable to straight male viewers, in particular, may have been the sheer brutality of the world that Oz depicted. It was difficult for them to sneer at Beecher and Keller as weak or “faggy” when, on a weekly basis, the characters were dealing with situations that most men, whether straight or gay, would struggle to survive.

The show also had a Brokeback Mountain-like quality of simply presenting you directly with the men's raw experience, with no apologies or justifications offered for doing so. Where Will & Grace substituted Judy Garland jokes for sexuality, Oz took you straight to the heart of a dark, intense love affair, in a way that was hard to resist.

On IMDb.com, a female poster recalled watching Oz with her boyfriend, who shouted “No!” when he saw Beecher and Keller kiss. She thought he was reacting homophobically, but it turned out that he was shouting to Beecher: “Don't take him back, you idiot! He broke both your arms and your legs!”

One of the interesting things about Oz was that it drew several actors with a rap/hip-hop background — not traditionally a community friendly to homosexuality. In the course of the show's run, there were guest appearances from LL Cool J and Master P, as well as longer-lasting turns from performers such as Method Man, and Lord Jamar of the group Brand Nubian. According to Fontana, however, no-one on the show ever voiced a complaint about the Beecher/Keller storyline or the show's gay content — at least not to him:

“Oh, you mean in terms of an actor who wasn't involved in that story going, like, ‘Man, I can't believe you're doing that'? Um ... the truth is I can't answer that, because if they had I probably would have fired them.” He laughs. “And they probably knew that. Because ... you know, the whole ... What was wonderful about the cast of Oz was that they got the whole thing, they understood the whole thing, and so ... I mean if anybody had a problem with it, nobody articulated it to me. But like I said they probably were afraid to, because they knew I'd get pissed off. Because I don't think it's right for people to be criticizing other people's storylines.”

Getting to heaven from Oz

Within the show, other people whom you might have expected to be against the Beecher/Keller romance were the characters of Sister Peter Marie Reimondo (played by Rita Moreno), and Father Ray Mukada (played by out actor B.D. Wong), a Catholic nun and priest respectively, who served the prison population. In fact, both characters were sympathetic to the relationship, and even went out of their way to arrange for the lovers to meet. Speaking about their attitudes, Fontana (who served as Executive Producer on the 2004 documentary In Good Conscience, a film about the Catholic Church's stance on homosexuality) says that:

“The nature of the priests and nuns who work in prisons is very different from what those clowns in the Vatican do. And the American Catholic Church is ... once you get to that level of people who are committed socially to, whether it's prisons or whatever they're committed to, they don't make those kind of judgments. I know a lot of activist priests and a lot of activist nuns, and they wouldn't be in those jobs if they suddenly were trying to be dictatorial about, ‘Oh, homosexuality is this,' or ... the ones that I know.

“Now maybe there are people out there who are much more hard-nosed, but the ones that I know and the ones that I met [while doing research for Oz], specifically the people in the prisons, were really very open and loving, and understanding of the loneliness and the fear that exists in prison, and how that can generate different kinds of relationships. So, for me it was never an issue.”

None of this is to say that Beecher and Keller never met with any disapproval in pursuing their relationship. Kareem Said (played by Eamonn Walker), the leader of the Muslim prisoners in Oz, was horrified by homosexuality — a fact which sometimes put a strain on his otherwise close friendship with Beecher. Many of the prisoners had the predictable macho dismissive attitude about ‘fags'.

At the same time, the Beecher/Keller romance did fulfill the ideal of a same-sex couple on television whose relationship was open and acknowledged by everyone around them, who did not spend time agonizing over their sexuality, and whose issues as a couple were mostly unrelated to orientation.

Neither of the characters could ever have been described as role models. Their relationship was born partly out of restriction and loneliness, and it might never have happened outside of Oz. But in the way that relationship was written and staged, it always included an element of genuine love.

The relationship is ultimately a doomed one, but that love was evidenced from the very first introduction of Keller under the heading “Boy meets boy”, when the camera pans over Beecher and Keller's faces as one of the show's characters reads a love poem, to the promise that Keller makes Beecher as he is led off at the end of Season 4:

Keller: I'll see you.
Beecher: When?
Keller: Back here. Or in heaven.
Beecher: You really think we're gonna get into heaven?
Keller: Ah ... you and me together? God doesn't have the balls to keep us out.

OZ

2008-12-02T17:59:15Z

From the beginning, “this show's about power”

Premiering before Will & Grace or Queer As Folk, and running until 2003, Oz would arguably go on to do better than either of them in showing the full spectrum of male sexuality. The drama convincingly portrayed the myriad ways sexuality could be expressed between men whether gay, bi or straight. It would also give viewers one of television's most memorable male/male relationships in the long-running, powerful and complex romance between prisoners Chris Keller (played by Christopher Meloni) and Tobias Beecher (Lee Tergesen).

When Oz premiered, Fontana was simultaneously juggling another critically-acclaimed series, Homicide: Life on the Street which would have its own groundbreaking gay moment when Detective Tim Bayliss (Kyle Secor), was outed as a bisexual in January 1998. However, Bayliss' bisexuality never went beyond a few dates and discussions with co-workers. Fontana explained why the nature of Oz allowed him to go further in exploring the characters' sexuality than on Homicide:

“The thing is with Homicide, you know, we did so little about the detectives' personal lives, because what we really wanted was their characters to be revealed through their work. [...] Whereas the dynamic of Oz always was — because this show's about power — and so the element of sexuality as it relates to power... whether it's straight, gay, bi, or whatever... always was in play, from the very beginning.”

Indeed, from the beginning, the show featured gay characters prominently. Some may have been on the traditional ‘gay man' rung of the power ladder — namely, the bottom of the pecking order. Such was the case with first season character Billie Keane (Derrick Simmons), the effeminate brother of inmate Jefferson Keane (Leon), who needed protecting from the other inmates.

But later seasons also showed gay men who were unabashedly willing to assert themselves. Richie Hanlon (Jordan Lage), a gay prisoner who entered Oz in Season 2, quickly encountered sexual harassment from fellow prisoner Mark Mack (Leif Riddell), but was unwilling to take the abuse:

Mack: You're a fag. You suck dick. So what's the problem?
Hanlon: I suck the dicks I want to suck, so f*** you.

Being set in prison, however, the show also dealt frankly with the sexuality of prisoners who did not consider themselves gay, yet were driven into same-sex relations either through loneliness or through rape. One of the primary ways these themes were explored was through the character of Tobias Beecher. Beecher was a wealthy, middle-class lawyer, husband and father, who found himself in Oz (the nickname for the Oswald State Correctional Facility) after accidentally killing a girl while driving drunk.

Totally unequipped for prison life in the first season, Beecher fell prey to Vern Schillinger (J.K. Simmons), the white supremacist leader of the Aryan Brotherhood in Oz. Schillinger's homophobia did not prevent him from trying to rape any unprotected white man who came through the gates of the prison.

Beecher fought back from his initial “prag” (i.e. sexual slave) status, eventually establishing a level of independence from Schillinger, although the power struggle between the two men would continue till the end of the series.

Once free of Schillinger, though, Beecher also struggled with the loneliness that Fontana says was another central theme of the series:

“It wasn't that I was thinking, ‘Oh boy, here's an opportunity to show a lot of guys f***ing', it was really an opportunity, for me, to talk about the loneliness, and how the loneliness, in anybody's life, becomes compensated [for] [...] That's why in the first season I had the thing where [the governor] got rid of conjugal visits [for the prisoners], because I wanted the stakes to be intensified as opposed to there being this release.”

★

2008-05-16T00:48:26Z

We will lie under different stars...
I am where I am and you're where you are, you're where you are.

The proper lyrics to Ashes Divide = The Stone

2008-04-23T03:26:34Z

I've been pushing stones away
far from these shores
I pretend that it's all ok
Til on the brink of what can't be adored

We survive
Well we can change
So let it fade
Just let it go
We pretend so nothing does change
We're flowers never breaking
through the stone.

I pretended and prayed it
all away, searching for a
place to hide
But I don't need afflicted
memories to fade,
I just want to feel
something real inside.

We survive
Well we can change
So let it fade
Just let it go
We pretend so nothing does change
We're flowers never breaking
through the stone.

I've been pushing stones away
Far from these shores I..
Pretend that it's all ok
Til on the brink of
What can be endured

We survive
What we can't change
So let it fade
Just let it go
We pretend so nothing does change
We're flowers never
breaking through the stone

I was bored, I did quizes.

2007-12-29T05:34:35Z

You Are A Green Girl

You feel most at home in a world of ideas.

You're curious and logical - and enjoy a good intellectual challenge.

You're super cool, calm, and collected. Very little tries your patience.

Your only fear? People not realizing how smart and able you are!

What Color Girl Are You?

ironic lol

2007-12-29T05:17:45Z

You Belong in Australia

Ace!

Sunny, upbeat, and cute

You make the perfect surf bum

Now stop hogging the vegemite!

What English Speaking Country Are You?

yup

2007-12-29T04:41:29Z

Your Birthdate: July 6

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.

In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.

You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

:)

2007-12-29T04:36:50Z

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.

You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life.

Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart

Your gemstone: Ruby

Your flower: Larkspur

Your colors: Green and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Lalala

2007-12-19T19:05:13Z

Oh god! It's nearly christmas and i don't have my internet back yet, its been like a week :'(, I need to so bad

oops teachers here, have to go!

This is the scariest or funniest thing ever.

2007-11-19T22:21:59Z

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
myself dodo1 *KILL CARRE GO ON KILL HER* * i dont feel like going to bed* * go to bed its healthy!!!*

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
but lars you talked about sex when she was with you

      </Kenren>             says:
what did you just type pieter

Las says:
oh god

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
oh that was mister william

Las says:
fannie will kill us all

      </Kenren>             says:
:'( lars hes scaring me

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
do you know that woman who has 7 personatlities lol

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
she has one personality who is called mister william

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
and he is a small child but very agressife

      </Kenren>             says:
....lars :'(

Las says:
...brb, MY DOG WANTS TO GO OUTSIDE :D

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
:) hello im mister william

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
giggle giggle

      </Kenren>             says:
YOU CANT LEAVE ME NOW

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
fufufuuu

      </Kenren>             says:
WITH INSANE JOE HERE

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
mister willlliam

Las says:
you're on your own!

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
what just happend

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
was that mister william?

      </Kenren>             says:
AHHHHHH

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
mister william is not bad

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
but i have one that is a serial killer

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
i dont hope will

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
...
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
.......
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
hello

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
im jack the R.

      </Kenren>             says:
:'(

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
are you a lonely... girl

      </Kenren>             says:
im calling off the wedding

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
do you like knifes

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
.....
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
im ack
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
back
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
are you alright

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
who was that just now

      </Kenren>             says:
:|

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
i hope he wasnt the one who rapes everyone

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
i sure hope he wont co....

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
...
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
................
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
hello im sinterklaas

      </Kenren>             says:
...
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
do you wanna sit on my lap

PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
i will give you a present

      </Kenren>             says:
ammmm
      </Kenren>             says:
:|
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
....
PJ           - 妖精帝國- says:
back

Lmao

2007-09-04T17:00:15Z

Kawaii, ne?

2007-05-25T22:20:32Z

I love Firefly so god damn much.

2007-05-21T21:28:49Z

Take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand
I don't care, I'm still free
You can't take the sky from me
Take me out to the black
Tell them I ain't comin' back
Burn the land and boil the sea
You can't take the sky from me
There's no place I can be
Since I found Serenity
But you can't take the sky from me...

XP

2007-03-27T21:17:19Z

This is a Friends Only journal, so nosey, rude, retards please leave the premises, Thank You! ^__^

Nerdy

2007-02-08T20:06:23Z

You know you are truly a nerd when you make a wikipedia account just to edit a typo on the teenage mutant ninja turtle trivia section.

LOL Sophie is the best XD

2007-02-02T01:49:52Z

|| Nymph ||     || I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees. says:
i like teh orgys
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
hey, i'm having an orgy tonight, wanna come?
|| Nymph ||     ||             I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees.   says:
YES =P
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
oh no, everyone cancelled.
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
it's just us.
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
¬_¬
|| Nymph ||     ||             I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees. says:
lmao!! XD hahah! omg that was genius!!

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And another funny part of our conversation;

~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
but i dont want a tattoo of some bacon.
   || Nymph ||     || I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees. says:
you could get a wee piggy, thats close
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
then i'd feel bad when i eat bacon
   || Nymph ||     ||    I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees. says:
then get a tattoo of a pig enjoying some bacon
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
hahahahah
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
XD
|| Nymph ||     || I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees. says:
lol sorry XD couldnt help myself
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
with a thought bubble saying 'mmmm, bacon'
   || Nymph ||     ||             I like your pants around your feet and I love the dirt that's on your knees. says:
lmao! yes, good idea XD
~^*I'll Cry About This And Hide My Cuckold Eyes As You Come Off All Concerned*^~ says:
i'll wake up someday after drinking and discover i have that tattooed on my bum >.<

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2007-02-02T01:11:24Z

SHOOT ME

SHOOT ME

SHOOT ME

I CAN'T TURN IT OFF!!!!!

http://cuppycake.ytmnd.com/

Jobs I want maybe

2007-01-26T00:27:25Z

Museum/Art Gallery Curator
Museum/Art Gallery Conservator
translator
computer system programmer
biochemist
biotechnologist
marine biologist
oceanographer
database administrator
biologist
multimedia specialist
paleontologist
Archaeologist
computer help desk operator
microbiologist
zoological scientist
toxicologist
technical author
social reseacher
packaging technologist
information scientist
computer games designer
Pharmacologist
Make-up Artist
Broadcasting Researcher
Analytical Chemist
Statistician
Materials Scientist/Technologist
Metallurgist
Computer Systems Analyst
Leather Technologist
Paper Technologist
Industrial Chemist
Fuel and Energy Engineer
Glass Technologist
Ceramics Technologist
Polymer Technologist
Archaeologist
Website Designer
Computer Applications Programmer
Clinical Research Associate
Industrial Pharmacist
Television Camera Operator
Animator
Industrial Chemist
Computer/IT Support Manager
Author
Oceanographer
Vet
Doctor
*Elite Computer Hacker*
SPY FOR TEH FBI
CAT
Anime voice actress
SINGER SUPER STAR
VAMPIRE HUNTER
Video Editor
Manga Artist
COMIC BOOOK MAKER
Photographer (medical/Scientific)
Softcore Porn Site STAR
Own a Web Comic site and make moneys from it!!!
Guitarist

ROFL

2007-01-10T11:21:01Z

This is actually the funniest thing thats happened all year, kay, so, i was doing a career match thing on the site the dole told me to check out, right? so i had to answer all these questions so it could match me to something that best suits me for a job, super, so, guess what it matched me to? *copy and paste*

Embalmer

Also known as:

Mortuary Technician

Introduction

Embalmers use chemicals and medical instruments to prepare the bodies of deceased people prior to their funeral, be it burial or cremation. Embalming is done for three reasons: preservation, presentation and sanitation.

es-tu mort!!!

2006-12-19T02:19:36Z

Bonjour mes amis!!! i thought it time i update! well, i have been thinking, that i don't write down things that happen to me enough, at all, i used to write down everything! but now i am too lazy! therefore from now on i shall bring mon camera everywhere and take photos so as i remember! i think it est such a shame that i have been out with friends etc and havent wrote it down and now i have forgotten so much!!

the past week! i have been...gee, my memory is SO bad, i can remember from wednesday onward...oh wait! i remember Tuesday now XD i had my last japanese before le holidays! we had a party! Sumi-san had sushi, sake and green tea for us!! we sat around a table and eat and talked about japan and how they lived and what they ate, it was mucho fun! and i got to talk to Wiuson-san (Wilson), i love the way Sumi says his name XD and of course i sat beside Christopher! the French guy in our class, hes cool, because hes French, and likes anime, well, thats what i glean from his wearing of anime t-shirts often, and of course Tombum was there, being bumish as usual!! we squeed at Sumi and the food!! Tom's sister's friend's Mum sometimes gives us a lift home and she was supoose to after, so we waited and she never came so we had missed our train and had to wait over an hour for another, that was painful, so we got the train and i went back to his, i can't remember what we did, probably le usual, we mightve ate chinese, oh wait! i remember what we did now, we watched like 10 episodes of Scurbs lol, i love it <3 anyhoo, next day we had to go for our christmas dinner with Cet and Bubba, Tom needed tp get Bubba's present so we went to get it, then i went home to get ready for le outting. We all meet at Wetherspoons and talked, we got our starters, mine was chicken, it was tres nice!! we talked and then we exchanged presents! i got Bubba socks that said "i will diet tomorrow" on them and they had a hippo! so fitting XD and i got cet a wee pink bag and purse, i got Tom Ong-Bak the dvd! Bubba got me a book on Antomy and Cet a...what did she get Cet? anyway, she got Tom a keyboard!! Tom got me Mirrormask on dvd, cet a pirate box thing! and Bubba Santa boxers and a hat XD NOW CET'S! Cet got us all the same thing, but different to match our personalitys! =D Tom: a FF7 poster and a Cloud badge Bubba: Sailormoon poster and a NMBC badge Me: Edward badge and a FMA poster!! =D so awesome!! anyhoo, we eat our food and it was fun, then le wetherspoon woman informed us that they didn't have the christmas deserts so we could pick of the desert menu, me and Tom got a choclate bombe, we i called a chocolate bombay, it was funny at the time XD Cet and Bubba got choclate cake, which i later regreted not getting, so someone phoned Emma and i said "Emma, you better take that outside, because we will talk over you" little did Bubba know this was a plot for me to eat her cake!!! so as soon i seen her walk out the door i proceed to eat her cake a quickly as possible, i left a bit, but we wasn't best amused XD anyhoo, long story shorter, we finsihed up, went downstairs for a while then left XD we didn't seem in a party mood!

Thursday i went out with Dave and Pidgy for a bit, nothing too interesting, just a spin in the car! Friday i was supposse to go to Pidgy's birthday but i got a little depressed and such so i ended up not going, i feel bad, hes a bit annoyed at me, shigata ga nai!! but i felt a bit better around midnight so i went up to see Tom and me and hima nd Amy + lalebe? played guitar hero and ate chinese! then me and Tom watched my present, mirrormask! its actually such a great film!!! then the next morning i played runescape for a while then some WOW while Tom played my FF8, then Bubba came and picked me up and we went to mine so i could change then we went to Belfast and meet up with Cet! we walked around in the food market then went to Katie Daleys for Rock KD's, the Dj played us Tool and something that Cet asked for, lol, it was fun, then the band came on, they were mad, we laughed at them, "hi, thanks for coming, this song is called DISCIPLES OF DEATH" XD Bubba had to leave, me and Cet watched them until they went off then we went home, i had to run from city hall for my bus! as i seen it driving to my stop! i am like the runing God, i actually made it! then i sat around the house for a few hours and Alison texted me, so Dave came and picked me up and Alison, Jenny, Penny, Dave and myself went to Auntie Annies and talked to many a person! and i slanged this guy for claiming to be a christian, yet being bisexual, calling himself 'Jebus' and claiming to not believe most things in the bible, i owned him, he just started being childish after that becaue i made him look so stupid lol anyhoo! then we all went back to Dave's and watched, wait for it, "Leprechaun in da hood", it was crazy! and funny! and scary!

Next day! Bubba and Jayne came and pciked me up and we went into town to meet..oh wait, Cj was in the car too XD anyway! we went into town to meet Tom, Sally, Amy and Lalebe! and we all shopped and i got myself a book! and it cool ^__^ then they went to get the train and myself, Bubba, Jayne and Cj looked around the food market and i got a German hotdog! it was yumtastic! *getting tried of writing* we all went home the end.

Today, i got 3 new games and DVD, Christmas money FTW! then i vomited in my Dad's bin and was very ill for many hours, until about 30 minutes ago! Life is a mixture of good and bad at the moment, ummm, i need to tidy my room and stop being a shit failure at life! and damnit i need to get healthy!! i hate sickness!! and Jesus H Christmas, i need to get my hair fixed, what colour is it!?!?!?! anyhoo, no one likes a complainer! things shall turn out they way they are suposse to! ^__^

anyhoo, au revoir LJ mon ami!!!

P.S cannot be arsed reading over that all, so my apologies for the typos if any!